I've found myself strongly attracted to transgender women, mostly because of the arousal a ts brings. Which is sad because I know that is only a fantasy and not at all what a transgender woman’s life is about . I don't know why but for some strange reason I found watching a woman with a penis (very large) turn me on but, I do not have the same feelings watching men. Something about tgirls just puts my hormones on overdrive. Don’t get me wrong a ts with a Big dick can turn me on but I don’t like the ones the look rough like a man. Same thing with cross dressers, I don’t want one with muscles and can’t wear hills for shit. I’m definitely not gay and love women to the fullest, but somewhere down the line I became attracted to the thought of having a penis in my ass. Not a man, because they definitely don’t attract me, but have a dildo penetrate you feels good but I could just imagine a hard throbbing shemale cock full of hot semen ready to stroke and bust a load..... “calm down , get yourself together”. See I was having a moment. Who knows if the fantasy will come true, but I am a man no doubt, but I can’t help wanting to be fucked sometimes.